night.

Realizing the reality

That the world isn't mine

I've lost the key

That supposedly unlocked the door

To infinity

But all I got was Narnia

A load of shit

Trying to love all at once

So much

that at the most random moment

I give in

You gave in

I watch

As the sun burns through the atmosphere

The meteorologists

geologist

psychologist

Predict we'll die

Thanks for the news

Because I thought

for once I'd give living a try

You think this is depressing?

Try undressing and seeing

half of you has deteriorated away

The kids in China are being cut in half

The children of Africa die at their governments wrath

I'm a spawn of America and my ass is too fat

But I'll just kick it, live it up,

Supplement the joy, and toss it up.

Cut me open and you'll see inside

The mechanics of a machine

Rusting because of overdrive

Fill in that with collagen

Plump up my lips

So I can give the man

a sloppy wet kiss.

I'll surrender all my writing

To the flames

Knowing Humanity's opinion

is my ticket to fame

My only way to you

is through a cheap can of

Blue Ribbon

But I spent all of my money

on Bukowski, and damaged photographs

I'd ask you to wait

but you already left.